Monday
05 Jan 2004: 11.41pm
new tan. new interests. new hairstyle. new year.
spent the new year partying with kel, kim, jen, sean..and i noticed jack wasnt around.
not during xmas. not during new year.
i found out they broke up after seeing her in the arms of another guy, snogging.
hmmm i feel bad for mr charming. i really do. this must probably be her shortest rship so far. a rebound most definitely.
oh my. i'm starting to feel really bad for him. i mean. he was NICE. he was one of the rare guys that she and i could agree on. i mean. look at the rest of the guys she went out with (plus the one she's with).. kel's got a bit of the eclectic taste in men. i dunnoe what she sees in them. and now that she got herself a hottie, ( with brains! and a sense of humour!-- very rare find!) she drops him....ah well. it's her love life yeah
well wakeboarding was a cool thing to take up. ha. got an opportunity to have fun with cute hunks ahhaa. i think i must really ask kel to take up wakeboarding. look at the guys she's missing out on.! grin. maybe i should ask jack too. he did mention once that he was interested in water sports!. hmmm could be a great idea to bring them back.
kel will be smitten by his glorious tan-and body. and i 'm sure he hasnt forgotten abt her...
that's it. my mission: to get both kel and jack to join me in wakeboarding!
Thursday
- 01st Jan 2004 -
- 02:40 am -
the new year came and went.. so did kel. we finally broke up, and as such my new year's was spent with just a small group of my friends at a bar in a hotel.
she finally told me the truth , that i was just another rebound guy and that she's met another person. i didnt want to press her for details so im just gonna leave it at that. breakups are always painful, no matter how much you prepare yourself for it. its knowing that all that you hoped for and believed in isnt true. now that's really painful.
today i smoked my first cigarette too. two loooong drags and my head spun. after that my throat felt really raspy and i crashed - felt really sleepy. i wont ever smoke again. it sucks man. i dont know how people can do it for relaxation. fired off a coupla messages to my friends but i doubt they'll get their SMSes in time.. so all in all, another fucked new year.
only my 1998-1999 and my 2002-2003 new year's celebrations were great. the rest are all fucked.
as for resolutions? i cant be arsed either way. i always break them, so why bother.
happy new year? nah. its just a new year.
